She💞

Another nice thing when I decided to settle down over here was I got contact with my long lost BFF.

She is my favourite girl and I knew her when I joined the national service on 18. 

Our house is actually 20 minutes drive time, yet we rarely to meet up each other. Before I touched down in Sg, I think I never see her like 3 years?!  And the funniest thing was, I'm here for 2 weeks and I manage to see her every week. Still, she is like an elder sister, take care of me, cheer me up whenever I feel down, when I home sick...

Time could change everything, including friendship. I glad that she is still there whenever I turn myself around. Thanks babe...  

New changes

What's your activity when you're boring; when you're alone and even when you're home sick? As for me, watch drama, Fb/Ig/Snapchat or maybe like now... Sign in to the one which I've been neglect for 2 years and start over again.

I've made a decision which I myself feel... "Woah". I... think it once, twice, third times or maybe 7648949000 times? Seek for advice from my friends, family... And they're all supported me to make the changes... 

And start from Dec 2015, I busy with lots of farewell... From farewell lunch to farewell dinner, even a farewell party. 

Time flies, time tick tok-ing without any alert, without any notice, after 2 months goyang kaki time, the only thing remind me that I should go back to the reality was when I need to pick up Lao Wong at airport. He reminds me that I'm going to leave a place which I already stayed for 26 years, leave my parents and sistas, my friends... my everything. Oh ya, gotta to be a little bit fair to him, I make some changes towards my relationship too, from long distance relationship become normal couple mode. *Now i see him everyday*

So... Let's say goodbye to my family especially my parents and sistas. Tell myself thousand million times, don't cry, no tears drop... Ended up, goodbye to them with my red eyes, hugged with tears and boarding with sound... I mean, I cried like nobody beside me. I know... I know... the distance between Sg and Pg just 1 hour flight time, and I'm idiot still cry like there is no tomorrow. Trust me, you won't feel good when you're about to leaving a place, people, everything you own for 26 years. This kind of feeling SU*K!!!!

Now, I've been here, the new place, new country, different culture, different lifestyle. I found myself quite difficult to adapt to the new environment, I'm not an easy person. Cry for more than 5 times in past 10 days... I know how bad am I, every time I start to emo, I start to cry, Lao Wong will feel so helpless... I don't want it happen, yet... everything beyond my control. Imagine... different family, different culture, different lifestyle. I know I need time to adapt everything, and so do Lao Wong and his family too. A new people just walk in their life... 

I should take this changes as a good change too. At least now I chat with my mami thru whatsapp for almost everyday, and I finally know how lucky am I when I was home with them everyday by my side.

Like what someone told me and I take it as my new motto "鸟儿终有一天必须自由飞翔，不是很远，想家；可以随时回的"

The sweet birthday

August is always my favorite month... 

Nah, is my birthday!!! Thou, I'm a patriotic as well. *happy birthday to me*

Since I was in long distance relationship, ABC guy & me decided either me or him will be the one who come back to Pg or Sg. And I decided went to Sg again on August, tagged along Agnes, Huiqing & Yyi, who want to witness my love. xD

ABC guy & Kent picked us up around 11pm++ at Changi Airport. ABC guy was surprised me with a bouquet of roses at airport arrival hall. To be frank, I feel a little bit embarrassing the moment I saw him with roses. *imagine crowded at airport* Yet, feel sweet to the max.

Had fun time at USS with siblings, ABC guy & few of his friends. I promise myself, I want to go again, still have few games we didn't manage to play it as long queue, the shortness queue we waited was around 1 and 30 minutes. Imagine we spent our whole day time in queue up.

Pobling from my lovely sisters as my birthday gift. Thanks, girls.

Oh ya....!!!! My sweetness overload's siblings present me flowers. After the BBQ birthday celebration at chalet, each of them hand a flower and take turn to came in my room, gave me the flower with birthday wishes. Seriously? Is so touching at the moment. And I cried, and few of us hugging each others... Okie, I know I'm a drama queen.

 ABC guy's surprised part 2!!

The AX watch that I told him nice when we went to shopping together on last 2 months.

The last, thanks for all who plan for this birthday surprised. The very first time I celebrated my birthday at Sg, and with group of friends. Especially thanks to ABC guy's family, came to the party. And his lovely mama for the ang pao as birthday gift. Opps, forgot to mentioned about the cake, 2 ice cream mini were on the top of the cake!! Created by lovely friends & families. 

Thanks again for all... 

The Carrie Diaries

"Before there was sex; Before there was the city; There was just me... Carrie--Carrie Bradshaw in Castlebury, Connecticut"

And this is one of my favorite drama now. It's quite late for me to know/watch it, accidentally found this drama online, and found the description was not bad. 

It's all about forward pass of the movie- Sex and the City. Cast: Anna Sophia, Austin Butler, Ellen Wong, Katie Findlay,Stefanie Owen, Brendan Dooling, Chloe Bridges...

I can just spend my whole weekend with this drama, but.... i found something so scary!! I can't find S1 episode 12!! My app show me until episode 11 and then S2~~ I was like "WTH"... I cannot link ze story~ I even don't know the reason Sebastian break up with Carrie!! 

And this is one of my love scene~!!! I love when they both be with together~ they're just so sweet!!!

Too bad, read reviews/feedback from others, and there might no S3~!!!! Omg, how could it be~ it's so nice, so....story? Hmmm... I mean, I love this drama so much!!! I love Sebastian, he is so smart, so lovely, so sweet~ How lucky Carrie got him as boyfie...what if.....aha, there is no "what if", I have a best boyfie too...

Oh ya, an excited news~ 29days to go, and I can finally have a normal couple date with mua love, okie... just a 8 days normal couple date! After that, another 3months to count down~!!

p/s: Feel free to watch this drama, I feel something about it!! Not to advertising, but Sharing Is Caring

Happy Reading

Work ≠ Personal

Dear Diary...

Working life is suck... I mean of course earning $$ and gaining experience are quite nice in my life, yet... someday you will find out a damn cruel truth; People are full of surprises. 

Well, 2014 isn't my pretty year... I know it's April now, I don't even pass half of the year... and I starting to complaint, but who cares!!  Anyhow, people beside me "teach" me a lot, there is only 1 thing I can tell, I'm still new in this society! And there are still lot things I have to learn, maybe I should learn how to be a "two-face" people or maybe...evil!! *joke*

By the way, for all who are working, do everybody a favor... Please never ever work in emotionally! Please never ever mix your private affairs with work stuff!! Everyone has own thing to bother with, everyone has own emotional period too! Work = work ; Personal ≠ Work! Don't ever mix these up! PLEASE~~ 

       After all exhausted working day, there is something at least can cheer me up, make my day bright!!

50days to go, and I can finally see my hubby boy!! And, this time he is gonna stay at least 1 week~ Yeppy... But too bad, our plan at first is cancel~ no oversea trip due to hubby boy is going to start working on June! So, M'sia trip will do... just like what hubby boy said "It doesn't matter where we go, as long as we go together. And I promise that I will plan a nice trip for us on next year." Occay, hubby boy's pinky promise did make me feel comfortable!

So... before end this post~~ Lemme take a selfie... And counting start~ 50~ 49~48!!!!

Happy reading...

Crabs day @ Mellben Seafood

Dear Diary...

          I have been keep these food photos on my phone & dropbox for so long time yet I'm so lazy to update it. I just simply combine it and post on FB to share the delicious foods with my friends.

Wonder at this raining Saturday night, I just feel like blogging about it. Was Singapore again 2 months ago, mami was like "Huh, fly again?" But I'm not that frequent compare to others, just... long distance relationship matter. And either one of us have to fly back to Penang or Singapore.

Occay, back to food porn post I suppose to do... Boyfie knows I love seafood so much, and decided to bring me for seafood dinner on the second days which located at Ang Mo Kio-- Mellben Seafood. Big brother join us too... And as usual, he came late.

          Can't believe that, we queue up outside the restaurant for almost 40 minutes just to take number and food order. Another 40 minutes waiting dishes- 2 crabs + 1 vege dish to be serve. Dah...dahhhh...... here come our dishes after wait for one and half hour...

       Signature crab meehoon... trust me, it crab is so delicious, juicy, meaty... I'm not a soup lover, but I'm addicted to the soup~!! Try it while still hot, it would be more nice.

Salted Egg Yolk Crab... taste crispy, big bro and I love it, but boyfie feel that chili crab will be nicer that this. Perhaps we can only try to order others on next time ,as it's quite big portion. 

Duhhh, boyfie and big bro complaint this dish! Not because of it taste, but they wonder that who will ordering vege while having seafood. So called "their theory"!! Because I'm the one... I need vege specially it's my second days for not having any vege or fruit. 

See... can you see how big is the crab claws. Spot crab claws and my cute boyfie...xD

 Hi, my big bro~~

Unbelievable, we couldn't finish it! Should say, we were full with just 3 dishes... Seriously, I want to try on chili crabs and others flavor of crabs... But feel headache when I think of I have to take time to queue up, but it's worth right? 2 dishes of crabs + 1 vege dish + drinks cost us $155... little pricey but it's so worth for you to try it.


Here is the address: 

MELLBEN SEAFOOD PTE LTD

BLK 232 ANG MO KIO AVE 3 (ST. 22) 

#01-1222 SINGAPORE 560232

if I'm not mistake, they close on Monday. 

Happy reading & stay tuned...

Pray Hard...MH 370

Dear Diaries...

          It's March'14. Supposed another great month...yet the boom news spoil everyone's mood.

A huge, large plane with carrying more than 200 people just missing like that. Without notice, without any alert. God knows what's the feeling... worry, desperate, disappointed...   

          The only thing that we can do, is pray hard... Pray hard for those who are on that plane, no religions matter, no strangers matter... Just pray hard for people on that plane, including friend's lover, friend's uncle. Come back as soon as possible and with safe. Your love one is still here waiting for you. 

It's 4th!!!

It's 4 year since we in relationship,fall in love in 2009!!

To maintain, to continue, to have a 4 years relationship ain't as easy as I thought. Especially we are in long distance relationship.We went through lot... We argue, we yell, we love. 

There is always someone who disagree with your relationship, and we speechless to each other,as we care of what's in people's mind, we need wishes from everyone; 

There is always has someone who thought they know you well,they started to talk your bad in front of your boyfie, and long distance cause us feel unsecure...we argue;

There is always has someone who try to get closed with your boyfie,.they think your boyfie should belong with her. They texture, whatsapp,line,we-chat your boyfie everyday,hour,minute,second. As a girl, as a girlfie, I feel jealous. I feel like rip that person into pieces;

Trust between each others is the best medicine, the best thing should have for a long distance relationship.

Feel great we both did it well. He let me do whatever I want, hang out whoever I want to, as long as I'm not doing cheat to him. And same goes to him. 

Anyhow... I feel blessed to be his girl. Thank you darling for patience, caring, love to me! I know sometimes I'm so bad to always annoy you, sometimes I just throw out my bad temper to you,yet... you're the one who chill me, who talk nicely to me, the one be my punch! 

I love you more than I can say. Happy 4th anniversary to you and to me myself!!  *xoxo*

permanentzz

一直以来，最让我无奈+纠结的问题，终于在前几天画下了一个完美的句点！！

我，终于从contract staff变成了permanent staff!! 我再也不需要为1年的合约就快到期而拼命的找工作，要知道现在找工作是件不容易的事情！被convert to be permanent staff就代表我又离我的目标更加滴靠近！

话说，只要有人的地方就会有是非~曾经在微博上看过一篇短文，让我影响最深刻的，莫过于，[永远不可能和同事成为好朋友]！

有些人总在你面前当好人，实际上却不动声色的在你背后慢慢的一刀一刀的刺向你，就是所谓的笑面虎；有些人表面上看似对你很冷漠，但往往他们却会在你有难时帮你。当然，这类型的人大概是少数~如今，每个人都在学着自保，秉持着闲事莫理的态度~！

也有人是属于对你很热情，总让你觉得他们是属于大剌剌的新新好人，但那王子公主病却好严重~甚至到了夸张，无理的地步！但往往他们不会发觉这个问题，甚至觉得有问题的才是你！

甚至有人就是很得空，一直把你当目标，时刻的盯住你，不管你做什么总有不满你的理由~有时候会很好奇，他们的想法！！

只能很感叹地说，世上的人无奇不有~只是看你做人的态度，你用什么心态去看待对你笑里藏刀的人；斤斤计较的人；假清高的人！不可否认，我身边都都少少也有好人，但~真的很少！只能说，我很珍惜对我好的人；很谢谢对我差的人！他们让我学会忍耐，学会更加如何在这尔虞我诈的社会里生存！

~welcome to this reality work life~

stay tuned.

♥九月的上半场♥

九月份就快过了一半，我的人生从读书，上课，玩乐转换成工作，加班，睡觉~持续这种生活了整十个月，but I feel good! 老妹却常抱怨说我越来越宅了，周末宁可花时间在家睡觉一整天，煲剧一整天就是不肯出门去～没法子，本小姐现在懒得出门人挤人（要知道现在槟城的购物中心，古迹事物，游客越来越多），加上我不想花钱，只想着存钱，然后要把人生中对我而言重要的东西购入手中～好啦，那重要的东西就是房屋！Fyi,我们是住公屋，但其实不是不好，但总觉得爸妈是时候享受我这个当白吃白喝了23年的女儿的孝心～

err...我好像废话太多了吼！！正题正题！！！

话说上个星期六和家人去了一趟金宝，参加表哥人生一辈子的大喜之日。由于新娘是金宝人，所以婚礼分开两个星期进行～明天就是表哥的结婚正日！女方的晚宴就在Grand Kampar Hotel举行，um...菜色看似漂亮，但入口的滋味，就一个字形容。。。“咸”

当晚，爸就好象自己嫁女儿/娶儿媳妇那样high!!一直拼命的喝红酒，一直和表哥堂哥干杯！

*十万个不解啊*

当晚的姑姑超赞的吧？！表姐的妆也是我这个半桶水不到的化妆师画的！

话说。。。我厌倦了我的中分长发！！是时候打电话去I-lab预订时间了呃！！

来张四姐妹+妈咪滴合照吧！话说，妈咪突然别开脸和姑姑谈天！

Another group picha before leave...

晚宴后就约了几个朋友见面，据说，我来到了金宝但不见她们似乎很不好！但，事实是。。。我想她们了！！虽然不常联络，但见了面，嘴巴却听不了了！

Angelia vs SheaLee vs Eugene vs Mii

Btw,post should be done weeks ago,yet too many things dragged me. And it's end of September. So... happy October,peeps... Have a nice weekend!!