Chloe had faced some problem...This is the 1st time she cried in front of me and Jane inside the car after I went to jetty took her back!

Damn pity....two of us were kept told her joke and tried to make her laughed~ But I think the best way to her was settle the problem as early as soon....

Jane was suggested went to had our lunch at the new cafe--Blogger Cafe! The surrounding over there was nice...it more suitable for the couple lah...>,<~

I had order the Lamboigini drink!! Apple+Orange+Watermelon!!

See...my drink is more bigger than honey lemon and cappucino!!haha..only cost me not enough seven dollar...damn cheap!

The new shopping centre at Kulim was debut yesterday~ Till now still full of people, expecially malay!! It cause the way to my cousin house was seriously jam!!! Hate to wait....

It's time for me and Chloe feel headache...Janes' birthday coming soon--6th July!!!Don't know what present should us buy and send to her!! Unfortune...it's on Monday too~ But Jane had promise us will free her time for us to celebrate together, at night sure is celebrate with her darling loh!!!

The early birthday wishes to Jane:

"Dear...wish you happy ever...three of us will stay good forever~our friendship everlasting!!!love you much..mwaksss!!!^^"

Jiin had withdraw yesterday morning~

She will change to Hang Jiang College to continue her study--Multimedia Design~I'm actually quite miss her...miss this girl that always said "save up lah...you" "hey friend" "later kick you arr"!!!

I had knew her since sem2...The day had lunch with her at McD! Till now we had went to many and many times McD having lunch include today~

Jiin had went to jetty fetch me after my class...we went for our lunch at Sunway McD and then shopping at Sunway!!!

Baby girl had grow up more and more...one week didnt see her, today only noticed that she become fat fat jor~ha...but she is stay cute~with bigger eye...^^Just now treat daddy having dinner at Sungai Petani...to compesated Fathers' Day last week!! Ha...daddy was touched...Anyway, we love you forever,daddy!!!

Yesterday evening....the Pusat Serenti near my house was set fire by other people to save their "big brother" run away~
Whole the road was block by police and the way to Padang Serai was block~ I thought can pass...manatau when reached there, cant drive even though reverse! Only can simply sat inside the car and saw the fire in front of the road continued burned!!



Heard my uncle said that the escaped criminal was rob villager motorcycle and money after they ran away from Pusat Serenti! Attention please....villager please close your house door and window properly ya!!! It's quite dangerous!!

Again heard my uncle said that his friend was saw the accident happened on yesterday evening about 4pm~ That time he was on the way back home...suddenly many of police were ran out from the Pusat and he within an inch to crash the police!! Just noticed that the escaped criminal were snatched polices' gun....Erm....till here~ every guys will noticed that what is the 1st impression appear on my mind about the act of the police lah!! The impression in my mind I think is the same right?!


I was had movie with Chloe at Sunway again...{Drag Me to Hell}...God~ the Lamia was scared both of us many times~ I hate the ending! It's quite faulty~ Christine was dead...While she was at the railway station with her boy friend who decided to propose with her~ How pity is he!!!

Two of us were kept shouted at cinema...I was help Chloe to close her ear to tried to avoid the sound~ I should praise that the cinema over Sunway Mall is quite best...I think I will have a nice movie--Transformer 2 over there!!!

After movie I was rush back to aunt home...Cause~I was too hungry...haha~ today aunt was make Sushi..my favourite food~~Yeappy....^^ After that I was lie down at my cousins' room..My eye kinda want closed already~~

Today was the day that I felt I was passed very fulled!!!

Recently I had faced some problem between my friend again~

I don't know what make us become like today...

I'm try to settle it become more better, but I think I was failure to done it~ No matter how I do, it still doesn't work...

Can forgive me??I have no intention to do like this!!

Maybe you're still angry with me...Okay, doesn't matter...Wait till you are calm down only discuss!! I'm cherish our friendship much, maybe you will think that I'm faker...But I really can't ignore what was happened beside me~ I can't be so selfish!! Isn't it we are best friend? Hope that you will understand me...I really speechless right now~ I really don't know how to explain already~My mood getting bad and bad...I feel hurt when you're treat me cool...Anyway, I still can't change any ending~

I'm not try to gain sympathize from anyone...I just try to wreak my feeling~ Please not to mistaken...

Anyway~ Dear friend...I'm really sorry what was happened recently!!! I don't want to lost one more best friend again...The feeling that lost best friend is more unhappy than broke up with him!!!

17th June 2009

Its felt surprised that Wen Wen will sms me…
Since the day that we met at her fathers’ shop till now~ hmmm….it’s almost two month~ we know each other the day we were pick by government to National Service, we were same company-Alpha! Actually not only both of us, in the same company, four of us are the best best friend—Wen Wen, Osling, Lynn and me(Synin)!!

Introduce:
Wen Wen—A silly girl, come from Bukit Mertajam! She is a girl that no matter girl or guy will love to be friend with her~ She is quite nice and kind girl, that always make us happy!! She love dolphin much and much, the color that she love is orange, but her mami said that orange are not suitable with her, so…she cant have the things that is orange color! Still remember the day when we were in the camp, she is quite take care of me…I was emo from the early, is she beside me and try to make fun with me~ When my mami didn’t come visit me, she will ask her mami brought extra food for me…cause she know that I still cant suit the life in camp!

Osling – A girl that is cute, and her act was slow….no matter take bath, go to class… she always is the last~ She kindly love purple very much, purple spec, purple shirt, purple brush and so on…While in the camp, I like to heard to her laughing sound…Its happy and natural~ The most make me memories still the laughing of her…”Hohoho…Hehehe…Hahaha…” She also is the girl that treats me well and always console me while I was facing some problem!!

Lynn – A girl that always clubbing and fashion…but she is kind and love three of us, especially Wen Wen!! Now although I same college with her, but the percentage that we met each other is low…When the Hari Buka, got some “friend” that come to visit me, she sure is the one that will come and help me to stay away from them~ When we were at camp, both of us sure were the guys who always skip to the class Buddha…at stay at camp side to help each other massage or help each other to settle what we were facing!!

The last gathering that four of us together were my 18th birthday…That day I was argued with Alfred!! But luckily I still got three of us accompany by my side~ Till now….already 10 month we didn’t gather together~ I really quite miss the day we were at camp…although the day really hard to pass, but at least we were together to handle all the trouble that we face! Together queue up to take lunch, together take bath, together done the activity, together sleep, together joke, together sing, together dance, together having fun~~~

I won’t regret that I was went for National Service…cause National Service let me know this three best friend~ I love you guys…mwakzzz!~~~~

sobxing...

my cbox lost jor~

how come i so careless???

yer...i dont know how to apply again lah..

i have no idea...

last time was Syan help me eh...

now...

OMG...all gone...

sob..sob....

lost the chatting with my dearest friend....

I will start my new life with part time job at Island Red!!

Although per hour only RM3.50, but I think it's enough for me...I just for full fill my time~I don't want to always stay at hostel just have online movie and....doing somethings that will make me moody!!

p/s: thx joanne sweeties' wishes...

(she is the girl that are nice...and will give me support, although till now only meet her at college once time~but, the saying that she said always make me felt touch and warm, it's different with the guy who always said "we are best friend forever" but actually it's only cheat on me~anyway,thank you, joanne)

I wish to move...stay with my classmate together~but we only 3 girl include joanne lah~still left 2 person~how to find wor!!

haiz....erm...maybe this blog will make other people misunderstand again~but, it doesn't matter lah~I don't care...Just let it!

Start from now....I think I should stay far away from you guys, to protect myself from hurt!! I don't want cry at room, and alone again..

Yea…I’m not your gang~ I don’t know how to join with you all…

That’s why I always should be alone… I should be alone to shopping… I should be alone to having dinner, lunch, breakfast, supper… I should be alone to class… I should be alone to watching movie… I should be alone to alone~

I can’t join what’s the topic that you guy are talking about~ I’m stupid, I don’t want to join you guy chatting not because I’m proud… Is because I feel tired, I’m moody~ I should know that, you all try to far away from me…. Isn’t it this is friend? When you guy need something, you sure will think of me ~ for the example, when you guy need my accompany, the 1st person that you will think, that’s sure is me!!! Although my best friend beside me had told me that, you all are using me, but I still stupid till feel that…Once a time, you guy will treat me as true friend!!! But I know that the dream will never come true!!

I don’t know isn’t it my unbelieving, I feel that you guy look down me this repeat student~ “Girl, tomorrow what is your class time?” “Tomorrow I didn’t have class! Any things?” “Just want ask you accompany me have movie. You make me felt jealous, one week your class not enough 3 or 4 days!” Yes… I know that I can’t proceed to year 2, I’m stupid!!! Do you know the feeling when the people who always treat herself as your best friend, when you are still in moody, she not only didn’t concern you, but still look down at you, laughing at you? The feeling is bad…

I hate this feeling much…Again…I’m alone right now!!!

It's ME

I was hang out with Chloe and her sister at Sunway Mall...
Felt suprised that will met Lawrence over there, only noticed that he was partime job at the aquarium, today was their shop promotion!!!

This was the 1st time I met him, before that...we were only space friend!!

Erm...how to described it?

It was quite shy, when a person called your name, and you felt stranger with the guy!!

Chloe wished to bought few fish...but she scared when she start her study,she will ignore the cute fish!!

Somemore....no one was supported she bought the fish, even her boyfriend too!!

The reason that her boyfriend to stopped her bought the fish was "So pity if the fish only live for few day after food by you!"

OMG....it deeply hurt her little heart!!!

Hang out with Ze Chao, Serene, Syan and Jade Jiin at PRGMall when we skip class!!HoHooOo...

5th June 2009

I was on the way to One-stop for the interview as waitress at Island Red Cafe~ Per hour only RM3.50~Didn't provide any transport...the most seriously problem is we are facing the transport problem, what can we do?Just by bus....if we really get the part time job!!

At night...I was went out with Lynn,Terz,Hansson and Jack to had supper~OMG...the time already 11.30pm~Suddenly felt that....the environment was kinda different with few day ago~Today...make me memorize back the 1st day I met with him!! Erm....isn't it my imagine??I not think so...or else I'm still sleeping?!NoOOoo....still remember the 1st date we were at Gurney Plaza...went for the movie "Babylon"!! The 2nd date was Prgmall~ 3rd--Paradise beach~ 4th--Gurney drive~ Penang was full of the memorise between YOU and ME!!! I can't forget it easily~

Although...mami had advised me to give up the love!!

I had tried my best to done it...but , it was fail!!

Not only Chloe and Jane...even Lynn and all my friend were advised me~But....have you all ever love someone so deeply? "So what? Although you are waiting him over here, he still not to do anything!!" Sorry Chloe and Jane..I make you two feel disappointed to me!!

Anyway...I'm still the same~I didn't change!!!The conclusion still is "I WILL WAITING FOR YOU"...

p/s: for those who said that I'm play girl~PLZ SHUT UP...You all don't understand me...plz keep quite, didn't talk also won't have anyone will feel weird!!! Again~~I didn't start any relationship with anyone...even is the guy who drive smart for two!!!!!! This is the last warning for you guys who always talk my bad behind me...I'm knowing who you all....Somemore.....what was happened on me, NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS....GO AWAY FROM MY WORLD, FROM MY LIFE...my patience is LIMITED!!!!!!!!!!!