The earlier birthday celebration~

I been received the besties--Blurqueen aka Syan's text around 945pm~asked me chill out together, and Catherine was there... Since one month ago after Catherine's birthday celebrated~We didn't meet up anymore, perhaps it's the chance can get high, get crazy with her!

Planned to chill at Starbuck...Darling been gave me noticed, No more night life at club even alcohol drinks~ If I'm right, I had my alcohol drinks at least one time in every week~ That's why my money always not enough to use....T.T

Okay, back to the story~When we reached Gurney hotel, they suddenly changed place~ To lounge bar, and I felt shocked that when they said "We just order juice as drinks~"...Gosh, it looks funny when you just drinks juice in lounge bar~I kept object to~But seem like nobody bother me....After a long period discuss, the final location decided~ Martini~

It's the time for us to captured...But my look for the day is quite not nice~pale face add on the eyes bag~ Suddenly~the screen showed the birthday song, and I saw at the next table got people celebrated birthday, but....the waitress brought the birthday cake came toward me and Eugene~And my besties--Blurqueen, Serene, Catherine and one of my friend sang the birthday song....Stupid me and Eugene only noticed that....."Oh my god,They are celebrating our birthday~"

One of them afraid can't celebrated our birthday, so planned celebrated earlier~ My birthday still got 21 days to go and Eugene's birthday which on 15th August~

It's totally too earlier for us...But we're touch and appreciate..

The chocolate banana cake...But this not Eugene and my favor~It's someone's favor~

The other birthday girl--Eugene and mee....I was cried on the moment~ Feel touch you know, guys~

Blurqueen aka Syan, Fishy aka Fishie, Catherine aka Beh, mee, Eugene

I look fake~

Between, I make three wishes on the moment...

1...All of us success graduate on next year September

2...Our friendship ever lasting~Friendship will only keep on better than last year...

3...Shhh~It's my secret!*teehee*...by the way, I been make a wish for my family too~

The Fishy joined us....

Catherine, Eugene,mee and Blurqueen~

Again...Thank you so much....

The birthday kiss from me to you....Serene beside~

I ♥ you guys...

I always love those picture which I captured with Blurqueen...

Again...Six of us...include the camera "man" please~

Cheers for our friendship.....♥♥♥♥♥♥

有人说，人生无常，别因为一时的逞强，要面子而不肯低声下气地向挚爱道歉~等到失去时，才知道拥有的可贵。

今天，有个很要好的朋友告诉我，她一直以来以为自己很恨她的爸爸，直到今天~他去世了。。她才知道，原来她很爱他，她还没有跟他说声 “我爱你”，甚至连一张俩人的合照也没有~二十个年头里，十六年来都是在恨父亲，一直逃避现实，欺骗自己~原来一切要回头已经来不及了。

树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在，

而我就觉得，这句话恰恰好运用在我的身上，在外公还没过世以前，我总是很吝啬给予他我的问候，甚至有时候会觉得他很烦~但，原来一切都在我看到他躺在病床上奄奄一息的时候，灭了~原来。。。我很希望能和外公一起出去走走，一起吃大餐，一起聊天~可是，一切都太迟了。。。。他，静静的，安详的躺在只属于他的“床”，走在只属于他的“路”。五天的葬礼。。。让我觉得~一切都结束了，再怎样的补偿也于事无补~直到了。。。。。。那天，妈咪打电话告诉我说，在午夜时分，有人看见外公一步一步在家门口外的大街上，于是好心人就跟在外公后面，用摩托车的灯光照射外公的脚步，好让他走回家~到了家门口，外公还回头的对好心人道谢~~那时，已经是外公去世的第二个星期~

挂了电话，才醒觉。。。原来~我哭了。。。

很多时候，人总是要失去了才知道可贵，才学会珍惜~

但，很多时候。。。失去了。。。就算珍惜，也拥有不回原本属于你的~失去就是失去了，而唯一能弥补的，也只有好好珍惜目前还留在身边的亲人，朋友，和情人~

他们不能永远留在你身边，但~至少你曾经努力的学会珍惜，拥有的不再是遗憾。。而是那美好，一直残留记忆的回忆~努力的珍惜，至少保留的是回忆~放弃的，留在身边的永远就只有遗憾。。。。

I can’t ever remember when I enjoy the feeling when I was drunk. Again, I was chilled with my bitches on last Wednesday which locate at Batu Feringgi.

I was high on that night…with no reason; perhaps I just ended the sweet called from my him. He owe me a song as my bed time “song”…He been told me bed time story before, and since that, I never asking him for the second story…as his story is quite…bored!!!

Uhm…back to my story~ Hey…do you noticed that, my hair got bit different?? Yea…I had cut the fringe…and I love it~ Thx blurqueen for intro me the hairstylist ya...

I was a little bit drunk after the party.

It’s my cuttier—Serene

Syan aka blurqueen, Serene, Eugene and mee…

Blurqueen is here…

Again…Us~*tee**hee*…Kor was scolded me as I kept wasted money on drink and shop… “Mei, your money will enough you to use if you didn’t waste such like this.”

Ya...I know! I will try my best to control myself~ That’s why I’m going for the part time job on next week at pc fair~

Eugene and mee

okay...I know that everyone will get shock when get know I'm going to work at pc fair on next week~

First person who get shocked was my dearest dad~ He told me that whatever I want, he will consider and think to buy for me, and actually I no need for work~ But, dad...I think I better earn by myself and buy myself~*wink*

Second...my beloved darling~"Oh my god, dear, do you serious? You going working? Actually you just let me know if you need money, and I will bank in for you~But......I think no matter how much I give you, you will spent all in one week, so I think I no need to give you~haha"

Ishh....see...how bad is my beloved darling!!

Anyway... It's the fact~I'm going to work!!At pc fair!!Ya, next weekend!! Hey...don't doubt!! Don't you think it's unfair to me if you're suspect me?!

Last~ Mr. Jackson Wong, I will show you that, I can do it~ Don't look down at you beloved dear!!

I been expected the movie--Frozen since last two weeks ago after I had watched the synopsis of the movie thru advertisement.

Finally I been watched tonight with Terz and his gf, Andyeoh and his gf, John~

Uhm.....the movie let me felt a little bit disappointed especially of the ending of the movie. I felt sad of the dead of two heroes. Some more the way of they dead was quite....cruel~ Eat by the wolf~ And the last, the heroine was save~

The part that made me felt disappointed was after the heroine was save by other, and the screen showed us the big six word with the black background..."FROZEN"....and the end....what the @#$%....

We hope to see whats going on after that, such as how they find the two heroes's body or either {how many years later}....

Anyway....The rating of movie...I give........3 stars out of 5 stars~

Packer o'Neil ( Emma Bell), Dan Walker (Kevin Zegers) and Joe Lynch (Shawn Ashmore)

On called with my beloved dar....He was asking me when I wanna go S'pore to gather with him~ Darling, I wish to go asap~ but...final soon~after final will be my holidays....So I see you on Sept...Sorry for letting you wait~ I love you...

The new member in my house....

Another new member in my house since the cuttie baby--E-xin~

Deng Deng Deng Deng....

Princess Coey

The baby girl born on last Tuesday night~*teehee*...

According to her pretty mami, to born the baby girl....she had been took much pain~for 24hours++....

Oh my gosh.....it make me cant imagine that, one day I will be like that too~

Princess Coey have a small but double-edged eyelid eyes, a pretty nose, a small mouth~haha...but all is inherit from her daddy~ Only her feature is inherit from her pretty mami~

See my face compare with my niece...BIG VS SMALL

See....nowadays my grandmother will getting more busy~Cause she need to help my aunt to take care of the noty baby-E-xin and the new member-Princess Coey~

Princess Coey...Welcome here~

p/s: mami...Today is your 1st day working again~ Wish you all the best~ I love you♥

It's my nephew- Jaedan birthday last Saturday~ The cute and fatty boy one year old....

The cute baby boy learning to walk...But fail~haha...due of his weight?

Another handsome nephew...Jaedan's brother-Jessen. He is cute, hyperactive but noty~

The birthday cake tat designed by my "ah sou"...

Home made sushi...Chief- Angie Ong aka my "ah sou"

My lil sis aka Agnes...with the baby boy...

I love to have gathering with my dearest family members...It's enjoy and make I feel that...although I lost everything, I still have them who will always stay beside me!

I ♥ my family

Stay turn for the next post “The new member in my house…*teehee*”

May you rest in peace......

Was received a super shocked news from Blurqueen told me that Serene's dad was sick seriously and may pass away in any time.

My mind immediately woke up...Blur passed the phone to Serene, and I was not the expert to comfort people... "Sweetie, you wanna back home?" "Yes, I wish. But I gonna wait till tomorrow morning." "Why? Blur and me fetch you back right now okay?" "Thank you."

The optimize girl is sad...I cant even just let it. What I can do was fetch her back home immediately, and don't let my girl have any regret for her future for cant gather with her father in the last moment.

I will ever forgot the feeling when my grandfather was in ICU, I was begged others to fetch me to jetty...Due I did not have car on that time. I was found someone who call herself as my "best friend".

When I asked she whether she free or not, soon...I get her replied with "Absolutely free. I still at island,no place for me to go...Wanna chill out?" But when she know that I just found her to took me to jetty~ The replied that she gave me was..."Opps...I'm sorry, I was on the way back hometown." What the hell friend you are!!!! At the same time, I found that...That's what we call as FRIENDSHIP.

Finally, my house-mate knew it and took me home. I was thanks to my house-mate, cause of his kindness, I can gather with my grandfather before he leave this world. Again, thank you so much...

The last, Serene catch the last chance to gather with her dad when we reached her home around 2am. Few hours later, we received her text told us that, her dad was pass away. And few of us had attended to Serene's dad funeral. The pretty girl look wan and sallow. When she saw us, the tears dropped non-stop... The scene was let us worried of she, and what we can do were just gave her a warmth huge.

The girl may read this post, what I want to tell you is...:

"Girl, just think in the positive way, your dad was went to other place which is peaceful and no any sickness there. He want to see the girl who are in the optimistic. Cheer up. You still have your mami and your sisters who still alive. Appreciate the moment with them. You still have us."

For those who are reading my post, can you just give me 5 seconds to stand in silent tribute?

Cherish time when you're be with your beloved family, friends and your partner.

graduation ceremony

Suppose it was the last week post…but I’m the one who is actually lazy to upload photo and type~ The same day 26^th June, I had my short trip, before I leave my island, I had attended to my ex-roommate, ex-classmate and my dear Lynnette and Terz’s graduation ceremony… Felt bad when I’m there, it’s should be my ceremony too~ Uhm…stop somethings will make me upset~

But someone was concern me with "dear, next year Sept your turn too. Don't upset. I will try to get leave and attend it. Promise you."

My best best friend--Ze Chao aka girl girl.. the one who always give me help and cheer me up when I'm upset.

I’d like to said, I never regret to meet two of this besties up. Lynn who is my ex-roommate are now continue her study at KL . Miss the day when three of us hang out together, chat together. Cheer…two of you!

Blurqueen aka Syan , Feddrick and ST.

Lynnette Shir…the girl that I had knew her since 2years ago when we were in NS. I will always remember that, when we were in camp, many of people said that two of us are familiar. Due to our hair style, style, pattern.

My ex-classmates. Y2M13…

Wish all of you good luck in future…

the rush but unforgotten trip

The last trip that I had was four months ago~I’d love travel…I wish I can always travel with my dearest family,friends or my him~but cause of some issue, I can’t always organise a relax trip~

One of my friend suggested us had a short trip to Pulau Langkawi. It’s quite suddenly,and I haven’t ask for the permission from my parents. I afraid they will not allow I join it due recently there was flood tide. But the answered that mami gave me let me felt shocked. I will never expected she will let me go!

Yeappy…but before the day, daddy kept asked me, “girl, are you sure you going? I think you better cancel the trip. The wind there quite big and the time is near July, will be flood tide there. Did you read the newspaper? There had happened an accident yesterday. Two people who know to swim well drowned too.” But for sure… I went too. I had promised my parents I will went there safely and back safety too.

Uncle Jigg's Bistro

The besties Syan aka blurqueen with me

Catherine aka Beh, Blurqueen and mee

The next day, we joined Island Hoping. Visit for three island. Started, it’s quite excited. But the conclusion for us were, “It’s damn suffer.” Due need to hiking… haha, the consequence of less exercise.

The last island that we stepped to…the water over there is super clean. And I’d love the sand much, it’s soft….

Gunung Wanita Mengandung….It’s look alike….

The ending of the Island hoping.

Reached Kuala Perlis in the evening…Finally I back to my own island.

Uhm…for me…it’s a experience to stepped there. It’s actually nice. But…I would like to said, I dislike to hiking with wearing the slipper that make my frame feet pain.