working life

Finally I know what's people feel when they have to wake up early everyday except Sunday, people feel Monday Bluez, people await for the day they get ey salary.

Imma start working since 2 weeks ago. Sincerely, I want to quit from current job so badly. My colleagues are actually quite nice and friendly. Sometimes, I feel like... "Do I really wanna quit?"      In fact, I start finding a new job. *dilemma*

Boyfie convinced me not to work for now, until I get a better job. I feel touch and warm when he told me such, and told me "everything will be okay."! Everyone knows I miss him so much, I just wanna have so much time to be with him. That's why I need to earn, and go to him, instead of using his or parent's money. Work is important, and so do Money.

Life getting bored since the day I work. Wake up early -> Go to work -> Work...ing -> Back home -> Sleep. AND, it's the new day again. I repeat this kind of life everyday. See...how bored am I. I got no any activities, no any outing nor any movie.Or should say, I'm lazy and tired to chill out after work.

Mama did told me, earn and plan yourself a vacation with your love. What's for when you work so hard in company? For high income, and of course for better life. And I did seek to mama's. Planning to have a vacation to oversea with my bffs.


I did really enough crapping. I just got so less time for me to have this post in office. Last and again, working life is freaking bored, for me!

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The 3rd anniversary video

Last year's today, I was still have fun time with abc guy at Pulau Langkawi and it's our 2nd anniversary, and today... I even don't know what he doing right now, where is he right now. Maybe celebrating friend's birthday? Think he did told me last night, I just...forgot it.

It was our 3years... It still counted? Or... I always make a wish, hope everything will be alright. 

I'm done with college stuff, and now its turn.

September never be good to me,because there is none any date which related to me? October, please be kind to me, I really need good luck be with me. I need work as fast as possible, I need to have a trip to clear what's stuck in my mind lately, maybe I should make a decision as fast too. But I feel not willing to...

My first and last video to him as our 3years, is there still any chance for us to have 4years video? I got no answer in my mind. Hopefully there is...

I was wonder what will pop out in his mind once he watch it? Will he mad at me for never give him any notice that he will appear in the video? Or feel sweet for I did it for almost 1month? Or none of the both?

Mummy told me, everything will be goes alright if I think in positive way. Daddy told me not to afraid to challenge, everything bring me experience. Dry the tears, look forward, everything good waiting for me. I just need 1 year time.

Huh...i'm done crapping here. It's beautiful weekend, why must I ruin my own pretty mood? Have a nice weekend, guys... =)

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