May 18, 2009

After 20 hours

Why the result will like this?
This is totally out of my expect!!
I thought I can do it~but.....it let me down since my friend told me the cruel truth!!

What should I do?How to let them know it?!
I wanna kill myself right now!!!
It's hard for me to accept ...Can I change the ending?

Syan and Jiin told me a cold joke...."Syan, can you please kill me?" "After I kill you..who want to kill me?I also want to hell!" "Synin will help you kill yourself!" "OMG...then she will imprisonment!!"
I had replied Syan and said that "Never mind lah~cause after kill you, I will kill myself too!!"Aiks..how come three of us think so negative?!
But this time is my fault~My distraction work me got todays' aftereffect!! Can I change the ending?? If can...I would like to have choosen~ 1. Change the ending!But it's impossible~ 2. Kill myself!But I no have any courage to do it,it's pain~
Sorry my dear friend, my parent, my darling....I don't want this type of ending~I had tried my best to done it~But it still fail!!! Sorry much....
After 20 hour....The truth will know by you all~Hope that you guy will get prepare before it!!
Should I say that "Synin eng gai beh li good?Hin ahh....
Time have pass a little a bit~
Anyway...I should accept the cruel truth early...Hope that God still bless me!!

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