How to express my feeling about this matter?
I'm just your classmate, what you try to explain to?
Actually I don't care what you told to others about my bad...cause I didn't done it~so...who care?But...my patience is limited, don't try to challenge it! What you had said..it doesn't matter, but can you please be more mature?Don't break my friendship with others~Luckily...I'm the person which cant tahan, i told Ms.R everything while we hang out together~ Finally I knew the answer...YOU~are the people who so suck!!!what the hell people you are!!

Now, you try to be good with me?!Be friend with me?Explain everything to me?
NO WAY!!I'm not 3 years old kid...I cant even believe you~Now, I only believe myself, and other 3 friends~YOU? EW....

Please...please stop doing stupid action~such as message us in the midnight..you are the NIGHTMARE for us...For us, you are our classmate, between me and you, no more additional chat except about homework or assignment!

Izzit I'm very cruel to treat you like that?But...for sincere, YOU SHOULD CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE..OR ELSE,YOU HAVE NO FRIEND AT COLLEGE EVEN YOU'RE WORK AT FUTURE...

6th November

Between 30th July till 6th November..
I had lost two lovely grandpa...

30th July I lost my grandpa thats my mami's father..
This was the 1st time I attented funeral, some more its my most close relative, thought i no need to attend any funeral for this few year!
But...
6th Nov, my daddy's father passed away in his sweet dream..
izzit tis is more better than he dead in suffer?

actually im feel stranger with my daddy's father..
since im still a little kid,
i only will meet with him on CNY once year~
and he was live with his other wife--my second grandma~
the last time i met with him was CNY..tat time when i saw him, he cant walk anymore, somemore he become thin and thin~

this year..
the second time i met with him..
is on his funeral..

today~
i "visit" him with standing beside his coffin,
look at him sleep tight forever~

"Sorry...ah gong! im not a good grandchild~i only visit you once time each year~now...wat can i do is pray for you..may you R.I.P!!hope you wont feel lonely over heaven..you will meet with my mami's father--my grandfather!"

6th November will be my sadness date..
Today is my mami's father 100 day.. and it is my daddy's father death!