6th November

Between 30th July till 6th November..
I had lost two lovely grandpa...

30th July I lost my grandpa thats my mami's father..
This was the 1st time I attented funeral, some more its my most close relative, thought i no need to attend any funeral for this few year!
But...
6th Nov, my daddy's father passed away in his sweet dream..
izzit tis is more better than he dead in suffer?

actually im feel stranger with my daddy's father..
since im still a little kid,
i only will meet with him on CNY once year~
and he was live with his other wife--my second grandma~
the last time i met with him was CNY..tat time when i saw him, he cant walk anymore, somemore he become thin and thin~

this year..
the second time i met with him..
is on his funeral..

today~
i "visit" him with standing beside his coffin,
look at him sleep tight forever~

"Sorry...ah gong! im not a good grandchild~i only visit you once time each year~now...wat can i do is pray for you..may you R.I.P!!hope you wont feel lonely over heaven..you will meet with my mami's father--my grandfather!"

6th November will be my sadness date..
Today is my mami's father 100 day.. and it is my daddy's father death!